luvwillow
i think i’m anemic

I’m online, i waste my life as time passes by
I’m a burden and i just wish id just fucking die
I ran away from my home why i do that
I lost all my fucking friends why i do that
I miss binging on chocolate so i avoid it
I wish that i could fall in love but i'm avoidant
Don’t know where i'm going in life if i'm being honest
All my friends love noz or they're making out in closets
And u think i’m super cool until you meet me
I’m cutting ties with people i love please delete me
Your kiss is warm but the way you left was so cold
Life is pain baby engrave it on my tombstone

People are selfish and people are dumb
Life is a bother but sometimes its fun
I thought you liked me turns out you're lying
I know you need blood i can’t give you mine

I don’t know my purpose i lack faith in everything i need
I feel so damn stupid i own books but i just never read
Destroy my body for your comments you know they mean so much to me
Displaying signs of mental illness on the internet for everyone to see

I’m online, because i hate my life
I’m a burden, because i cry every night
I ran away, and i regret that
I lost all my fucking friends and now i’m so sad
Im gonna binge all day on chocolate
And then i’ll meet the toilet later with my vomit
I wanna fall in love but my genetics fucked me
I’m so lost in my head and its so lonely