Missing you, your face and your smile and body
Grab the knife, I cut myself calmly
Watch the blood flow open up and you know
Got no soul nothing to lose let it go

I don't wanna miss you like I do
Wish I never kissed you it put me through
All the poison, pain, pills and addiction
I went to you for comfort and got affliction

Tears drop, last drop hit the floor slower
I'm all about that life, baby I'm a loner
[?] the reminiscing all there is to do now is
Crash the whip cause I dont even wanna live
Sick of it, I'm sick of this, I don't wanna live in bliss
I don't wanna live life, feeling like a pessimist

Glass is half empty, world is on fire
Kids in the bathroom, tryna get higher
Treat me likе nothing, say that I'm nobody
I got bloody wrists, looking like the Red Sеa
I don't want to do this anymore
I've been crying steady, bleeding on the floor

I don't wanna miss you like I do
Wish I never kissed you it put me through
All the poison, pain, pills and addiction
I went to you for comfort and got affliction