Xana
Lip Service
[Intro]
You can't hurt me any more than you have already
It's taken everything in me not to be petty
What once was easy is now feeling pretty heavy
Waiting is romance until they are never ready

[Chorus]
All that lip service
Filled me right up and over the surface
I get next to you and I still get nervous
The stomach drop when you said "I don't deserve this"
I don't deserve this

[Verse 1]
"It's just not like you"
Is what I tell myself, but how could I know that?
I guеss it's true love 'cause you always comе right back
Or a liability is what you lack
I don't wanna know that
You talk of timing
Like our planets just aren't aligning
As if we don't have any say in deciding
As if my tongue is the only one I'm biting
As if I don't have all your confessions down in writing
Yeah, it's the timing
[Chorus]
All that lip service
Filled me right up and over the surface
I get next to you and I still get nervous
The stomach drop when you said "I don't deserve this"
I don't deserve this

[Breakdown]
I don't deserve this
I can't let you lie to me
I don't know who you're trying to be
I didn't wanna up and leave
But I knew you wouldn't stay with me
I think about you all the time
We thought it would, but it never died
My guilt is who I sleep beside
I wonder if you're warm tonight

[Verse 2]
We tried to control all the damage
Yeah, you couldn't let go
I couldn't handle all the doubt in my mind
Came and swallowed all that's left is the hurt where you hollowed
I can't listen to the songs that you give me
Wish you'd have saved yourself, 'cause now I gotta save me
Now I gotta save me
Is there a world we can make this better?
Will I question your intentions forever?
My skull is cracked and under pressure
But Phoebe said "it's for the better"
I double back on the overpass
Yeah, I do what I can to make this last
You tell me that it's real and it cuts like glass
Scared of how I feel when you talk like that
[Outro]
Talk like
Can we talk like (Talk like)
Can we talk like (Talk like)
Can we talk?
You were a gift, though
And I would do it all again so
Maybe we can try whenever you are able
I'm not waiting, I'm just sitting at the table