[Chorus]
I ain't always good, but I'm feeling better though
Drinking whiskey, hetero, calendar is lookin' like the
Skillset, there ain't a lot of hoes in my schedule
Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though
I ain't tryna give the tea, but I got kettles though
I want everyone to love me, but I'm a rebel though
And my music take 'em places I don't get to go
Haven't come to terms with that, I'll feel more than I'll ever know

[Post-Chorus]
I havе got to, I have got to
I have got to get away 'forе I'm out of my mind
I thought too hard, I lost you
Y'all try and stop, who really loves you? What you tryin' to find?

[Verse]
Try and make space for my feelings, that shit make me humble
Save grace for the meals, healin' is a stumble
If you gon' thank God for the blessings, thank Him for the troubles
Get a couple chips, and then they fold, that's how the cookie crumbles
I guess I let the fear project
I say, I love, they hear, reject
And here's the rub, I made a mess
I cleaned it up by bleeding less
Can't understand what we accept
Can't understate how we neglect
They underrate 'til we give less
I'm underpaid, I'm overstressed
[Chorus]
I ain't always good, but I'm feeling better though
Drinking whiskey, hetero, calendar is lookin' like the
Skillset, there ain't a lot of hoes in my schedule
Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though
I ain't tryna give the tea, but I got kettles though
I want everyone to love me, but I'm a rebel though
And my music take 'em places I don't get to go
Haven't come to terms with that, I'll feel more than I'll ever know

[Post-Chorus]
I have got to, I have got to
I have got to get away 'fore I'm out of my mind
I thought too hard, I lost you
Y'all try and stop, who really loves you? What you tryin' to find?