From your hotel
I can feel my head on the carpet
When I'm in our future apartment
When you actually want me back
And it's not right now
You can tell me that I don't deserve it
You've been waiting half of your life and
Just to see what I would say

From your bedroom
I could picture it all when I met you
Was I talking to walls in a break room?
Now I'm scrolling past our texts
And I haven't found you yet

Oh, when you see me like you do
I'm alive for the first time I laid eyes
Oh, when I'm looking back at you
Do I know what I wanted my whole life?
So isn't it funny, how things never end?
Do you still want me?
Do you play pretend?
Do you fall asleep like I fall apart?
You break your bones like you break my heart
And I'm falling asleep after that
You were the best thing that I ever had
From your backseat
And she's driving slow
Does she want me?
Do I need to know are you leaving?
Do I have to go this way?
Do you still want me the same?

And I'm sorry
For the past couple years I was empty
Was I waiting for you just to like me?
And I don't know what to say
Do I wish you felt this way?

Oh, when you see me like you do
I'm alive for the first time I laid eyes
Oh, when I'm looking back at you
Do I know what I wanted my whole life?
So isn't it funny, how things never end?
Do you still want me?
Do you play pretend?
Do you fall asleep like I fall apart?
You break your bones like you break my heart
And I'm falling asleep after that
You were the best thing that I ever had