I've been waking up in places
Thinking bout my friends
I don't mean anything to doubt them
But I wish I could pretend
You want the boy in flashing colors
When you only know his name
Don't you know I'm such a liar?
And I'm not doing so great

Cause the world keeps changing
And I just stay the same
I just keep on trying
But it feels like dying away

I can't take it any longer
When I'm not the one you want
I feel broken down and singled out
Just not the one you love
In denial of my future
Oh I don't wanna meet her
She's so pretty in that way
But I can't feel my face

Cause the world keeps changing
And I just stay the same
I just keep on trying
But it feels like dying away
But I can't make you stay inside a dream
Please don't be the one to rescue me
And I've been so afraid of who I am
And I can't seem to change or understand