Yeah, I’m forgetful
Not regretful though
I’ve been working really hard tryna upgrade my flow
Never picking sides, cause that’s not how I go
I always wear a mask cause I don’t wanna show
Who I am
I don’t know
What I do? I’m not for sure
Voice in my head telling me one thing
“He’s in control”

Wait who’s in control? Well I think it’s me?
But I’m not really sure, so I guess we’ll see
Or maybe we won’t, let me write this down before y’all start calling me

A manic who wears a mask with an unknown past, well I’m sorry
To be honest I don’t really know myself and I don’t wanna be inside an army

You want me in it?
Don’t look at my eyes!
I’m always picking people I hate picking sides
Sorry for the tone, I apologize
I’ve been having bad feelings for a really long time

I’m having nightmares
Can’t bare it no more
So I’m sorry, can we switch up the flow?
I’ve been bad, oh yes I admit it
'Cause I don’t wanna be no misfit
But if there’s one thing I know it’s
If the crown fits
I will wear it

Yeah I’m forgetful
Not regretful though
I’ve been working really hard tryna upgrade my flow
Never picking sides, cause that’s not how I go
I always wear a mask cause I don’t wanna show
Who I am
I don’t know
What I do? I’m not for sure
Voice in my head telling me one thing
Wait where’d it go?

Try to retrace my steps
Looking for an answer check right, check left
Two heads work better, I guess
Unless the other half wants the other half dead, but then again
I’ve got to be secretive keep to myself but don’t be provocative
Don’t be derogative to my friends
Find another way to make the other half blend but then again
I don’t wanna be a pushover, picking up things like a signal, mars rover
Forgetful but I ain't a thing to gloss over
Cause you know I’m lucky like a four leaf clover
I don’t wanna take over, I just wanna blow over, the conflict between you guys is so polar
But through it all I keep my composure
But through it all I keep my composure cause
Even at the end of the day
After we fight and say what we need to say
Evil finds another way
And gets stuck in our brains telling us to play
And we do this again and again
Can you not see there is no definitive end to all conflicts?
Or do you just want to see another death?

Of another friend
Of another pal
Of another pet
Of another child
Of another man
Or another girl
The list goes on but yes I’m sorry for rambling

It’s funny how I don’t remember much
But I remember more through the pen that I touch
Gotta list down all the good and the bad and I’m sorry for repeating but you know it’s just cause

I’m forgetful
Not regretful though
I’ve been working really hard tryna upgrade my flow
Never picking sides cause that’s not how I go
I always wear a mask cause I don’t wanna show
Who I am
I don’t know
What I do?
I’m not for sure
Voice in my head telling me one thing
It’s time to go