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On a wooden horse
But I keep galloping;
I keep on breathing
Even though they try to wrap me
In some cellophane;
I got a brain
But I do think it is my heart
That puts me in a different vein;
I feel insane
But I suppose sanity isn't for the greats;
I feed my soul
But it is never full on any worldly plates
Ambrosia's all that truly sates
It invigorates
And it motivates
It's hard to set a precedent looking backwards
Got to push, despite this forest's many vipers
And you want me sleeping
But I see midnight sun's arisen
And I see flood tide is receding
White mist on yonder horizon
Swimming each day in a pond of my tears
But I keep on chasing;
Putting what I learned in my years to the test
And I found there's no use waiting
Specially when surrounded by foes
Whose goal is your erasing;
I'd give you the pen but you wouldn't know
The recipe for the baking
It's hard to set a precedent looking backwards
Got to push, despite this forest's many vipers
[J.$pirit]
Lately they try to villainize me
But when I was the hero they didn't like me nah
Chasing after dreams since I was nineteen
But they still wanna try and undermine me yuh
Hit the flow with the polish now we shining
Heart made diamond might need to remind them
Took it higher I just started really climbing
Wanna pull me to they level not surprising
Oh so you wanna get petty
Tell me when you ready
I have it locked and loaded
You could really come and get it
We don't need to take there
Baby we should dead it
Why we arguing like this
Maybe I should just forget it
But you won't open up you heart
Won't give me you perspective
You just talking extra mean
Ok now I get the message
You keep burning me
Yeah you worry me
Use my kindness as some leverage
Do not nourish me
Found some courage
And I found a lot of certainty
I will no longer entertain nothing hurting me
Forgive myself internally for hurting me
This the very first time that I'll speak on it lyrically
Lately they try to villainize me
But when I was the hero they didn't like me nah
Chasing after dreams since I was nineteen
But they still wanna try and undermine me yuh
Hit the flow with the polish now we shining
Heart made diamond might need to remind them
Took it higher I just started really climbing
Wanna pull me to they level not surprising
Feels like I'm going backwards
Trying dodge all the many vipers
Feel like I'm going backwards
Backwards