Fuck what you tell me you ain't got a choice
Risen in rap I never got a hoist
Did it my own no such thing as The Boys
Tried to keep clean but I never could do it
Thoughts going crazy they told me think through it
I didn't think through it
I battled my way
What happened to me
Never seen vividly
Take all these girls and look what it did to me...
I had an epiphany
This ain't my job and it gets to me yeah
Flip in a remedy
Ima bouta soften the enemy yeah

I know it sucks how you picture me
Up with yo girl that is givin me
Head every different week yeah
I dont really get it
Saying that you love me, Ion think you meant it
Why you gettin distant
Maybe this is all a dream and
Maybe I'm just trippin
Therapist tell me to breathe
*inhale*
I just dont know what that mean
*inhale*
I keep on falling and falling cause I got no goal too achieve yeah
Therapist told me that yes I'm alive
But I ain't really livin
I dont think you get it
This is me and not you
But
Dont interrupt me when ever I'm talkin that's rude
I got a style that's true
And some of y'all like it but some of y'all dont cause the view
Maybe I just need to chill, mmm
Swallow couple more pills, yeah
I'll be fine with no feel, damn
Numbing all the pain
Trigger happy with no area to aim
Mirrors all around it's me for the blame
Fuck what you think of me
I didn't do this for sympathy
I wrote this song cause regret
Wishing it sooner was said
I got a show at a house now
And I'm surprised anyone found out
Keep my name outta yo crowds mouth
I hate bein brought up
You ain't even caught up
See I gotta sister I wanna see
But I got a father I dont
He made a choice to leave me alone
Decision for them was not in they control
So I sit down monthly and text on the phone
Just to make sure that shes on the right road
So dont think for a second
You know where I'm steppin
I ain't manifestin
Mystery a blessin
Almost got arrested
I ain't really stressin
Pills that y'all be guessin
Inner me it deffens
I can get aggressive
Doesnt mean I like it
Try to keep it silent
Y'all dont want me violent, no-no