I wasn't there that day
Must have been someone using and tracing my face
Wish I could see it in reverse
Imposter in my place
Destroying
Unraveled, distorted, displaced
Wish I could see it in reverse
Excuses start to melt when you're close to me
Perverted, devalued, deranged
Wish I could see it in reverse

I'm not where I should be
I just want to leave in peace

Disguised as myself
I attempt to erase
Disgusted, distrusted, disgraced
Wish I could see it in reverse
Wasn't what I thought I felt
But we tricked ourselves
Into thinking it's not what it is
Wish I could see it in reverse

I'm not where I should be
I, I want to leave in peace
No, I'm not where I should be
I, I want to leave in peace
What do you trust?
When your brain flips in trauma and lust
What do you trust?
When it's love as smut
What do you trust?
When it's love as smut