Do you know where Paul is?
I love Evil Gang
Evil Gang

[Hook]
I'm so emotional everyday I'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal I never change, but that's just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think it's hurting me, I think it's hurting me

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cause the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it
All this pain I can't manage (helpless)
And no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just lifе a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know shе came through at the party
That girl is all up on me

[Verse]
I could show you a brand new world but I don't think it would matter
You just ignore all my logic and it feeds into all of the madness
Feels like I'm climbing a mountain but I know that I'll get through this
And so much just gets to me and I don't know why I keep spazzing
[Bridge]
Oh no, no
Its happening again
My heart feels broke
And it will never end
You know I hate this feeling
Nows the perfect time I need a friend
And I just feel so lucky
To have you right beside me

[Interlude]
I don't know why I'm holding on
All of my past and all my wrongs
I sit here and I pray to god
That's why I'm making all these songs
Cause inside I feel so lost
I feel so trapped inside a box
And no one fucking likes me
Even when I treat them nicely

[Hook]
I'm so emotional everyday I'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal I never change, but that's just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think it's hurting me, I think it's hurting me
I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cause the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it
All this pain I can't manage (helpless)
And no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me