​yayu
​new self

[Intro]
Talking my shit on this one
They don't know shit
They don't know shit, they don't know shit
They don't know shit

[Verse]
They don't know that I was almost homeless
They don't know I nearly fucking dropped cause of my coli
They don't know my grandpa died with black lungs but mama still be smokin'
My freedom from emotion, I'm caged up in my nihilism
I was sweatin' cause the cops right behind the kid
I'm faded up cause my brody had just passed the pena
That repeatin' in my mind, they gon' try to get on
I was stressin' feeling classes, I ain't givin' shit though
Antidepressants on my dresser, I ain't take a single one
Know myself and I can manage, so I control my mind
I convinced myself it's plain and simple
I was bugging, couldn't see my fucking goals
Now I found a better circle, not them unsupportive hoes
I'm a new man on a new route
Got my people right behind me when I move out
Back when I was stuck in closet, thinking homies won't accept it
But they growing now as people, gave 'em reasons for reflections
Now they got me with them homophobics need to get the message cause I'll still fuck that bitch cause my attitude is pleasant
I don't care if you offended, suck it up bitch
I am not the power bottom you should fuck with
I'm a rare type, phony boys is muppets
Got my chest out, that's the shit I'm done with
I just named my new self, Godspeed to him
To my new self, Godspeed to him
To my new self, Godspeed to him