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I know my own but swap my eyes for bleedin' edges cause my mind is greased up
That lightnin' dives to me with gusto, umbrella seized up
I scare myself with all these metaphors about tryna be tough but that's some shit that I can live without
My breathin' slower than the usual, that sign could be embedded
I've been sizeable and primed for beheadin'
I hold my tongue like it's a football, but with people I'm just trying to be pleasant, but that's some shit that I can live without
Yeah, I'm a dimе yeah he said it and I've been dyin' to bе better
I get no money from my bars but put my soul in each letter
It's been a trip, too many tabs like runnin' chroma sluggish
Notice all the shit that I possess is fuckin' useless
And ain't no human face that can express my situation bullseye
I flip the page to both sides, we cover bases whole time
Healin' slower than that poison makes my panic full sized
I know their standards of practice but all them banners so high
That curse two inches in my forearm
Ain't no scars as deep as that, and scars don't cost a couple thousand bucks a month to keep intact, and scars don't make your only option mostly toxic
Still can't live without it, acknowledge my decay is prompted
It's been a tax on my mental, and a tax on my mentors, and a tax full stop, I keep a tack on big spenders
I know they don't see me in shambles with half my body been squandered
To think people on that cliff with helpin' up, you still ponder
Ain't an honest man's position, all them corpses could be aided
Use my make a wish to make you come and see what you created, watch my ghost escape
See if you can live with yourself, might be the one thing you can live without
Man, it's a heavy weight to know I'm a preventable death
No way that common decency is a detestable threat
My lack of agency in life is unacceptable yet it's a burden I must live with, and one you get to live without