[Verse 1]
I'm feeling drained and exhausted
I found my brain then I lost it
I'm insane and I'm off it
I catch the train so often
Just to feel like I'm moving forward (Forward)
I see your text on my phone but I ignore it (Ignore it)
And if you ask, I'll say I didn't but I saw it (I saw it)
Maybe I'm a lamb to the slaughter ([?]; That's my spark)

[Chorus]
'Cause I don't know what I'm doing anymore
You say I'm good, I've been doing this for four
This feeling feels like I've been here before
I've been running, now I'm tired and I'm sore
I read that text and my phone hit the floor
One more fight, now I'm here slamming doors
And you never ever listen anymore
Yeah, you never ever listen anymore

[Verse 2]
You don't like what they say
But you listen anyway
I don't know why you do it to yourself
And you were nervous today
Scared of what they might say
"You're just another book on the bookshelf"
I'm talking to myself at night
Like, "Am I okay?"
Like, "Am I alright?"
"Why do I sigh-igh-igh?"
And myself in the day
Like, sure, I'm fi-i-ine
And though it's looking gray
Won't always ra-ai-ain
I've been looking for someone like you for so long
Yeah, she thinks it's dumb, I'm a fool, but so what?
I've been looking for someone like you for so long
I've been looking for someone like you 'cause
[Chorus]
'Cause I don't know what I'm doing anymore
You say I'm good, I've been doing this for four
This feeling feels like I've been here before
I've been running, now I'm tired and I'm sore
I read that text and my phone hit the floor
One more fight, now I'm here slamming doors
And you never ever listen anymore
Yeah, you never ever listen anymore