It’s been a while now since I could raise a pen
And feel my heart beating
I woke up from this poison to see the world
Instead, I had lost you in it

When I sewed my eyes and reached
Into the night looking for the same melody
Replaying my memories
They hurt my fingertips

Chasing away ghosts so that when I’m alone
I could stick my fall
I know when time goes it will hang the phone
Before the sun sets low
An ocean of rye with its brightened glow
Wavering slowly like farеwelling to the world
But I wouldn’t leavе at all
Right here I found my soul

But there’s no way to turn off this feeling
I don’t deserve to get caught in between
Some day I should be reacquainted
With your reality without my shadow
Haunting me. Mhmm Mhmm
The colors I see are never meant to paint
Withering roses, but why would I explain
Myself again to another sunrise without
The moonlight by my side
Laughing at my own jokes
Will it soft the blow for when I let you go?
At my own one man show I never had to
Know that it wasn’t real at all. No-o
Leading different roles. So much has changed
Like I’ve never known you before
Waiting by the door were the mistakes
I never had a chance to make
I hesitated but pain will fade

Oh, there’s no way to turn off this feeling
I don’t deserve to get caught in between
Some day I should be reacquainted
With your reality, I’m spiraling down
For now, just let me be

Turn off this feeling
I don’t deserve to get caught in between
Some day I should be reacquainted
With your reality without my shadow
Haunting me. Someone will tell me
The colors I see are never meant to paint
Withering roses, but why would I explain
Myself again to another sunrise without
The moonlight by my side