I'm so fucked up and everyone just sits and stares
And I know that its dumb that I've been sitting in my head doing nothing (although I still cry for an answer)
Answer to why there's no one around that cares
Me, myself and I, we all play Russian Roulette together
All this pain is no fun
I'm fucking done
I need to see the sun
My free trial of life has fucking ended
I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud

Promise I won't leave you (I won't leave you)
Work my ass off just to please you (just to please you)
When I say I don't want you, I really need you (I need you)
I went to Hell, saw the Devil, slayed some demons, passing through
No acting truth, tell me what's the use? (what's the use?)
This ain't no game like Spot The Clue, I just spot you (I spot you)
Love like a masterpiece when I'm with you (when I'm with you)
That's the truth
That's the truth

Jealously, lies, stuck in my mind
But I gave you mine, you left me behind
Wasted my time, but I'll be fine
Lowkey wanna die, how I feel inside
I'll be alright, did you hear that lie?
Bet you didn't know, that's not the first time
I be so unknown, yeah I'm that guy
Yeah she hit my phone, but she can't decide
Wanna go away, somewhere I can hide
I don't feel the same, I can't stand these lies, I can't take this pain
Look me in my eyes, do you see the rain
It's like the damn sky, when I damn cry
On this long night, on this long ride
We all call life
I'm so fucked up and everyone just sits and stares
And I know that its dumb that I've been sitting in my head doing nothing (although I still cry for an answer)
Answer to why there's no one around that cares
Me, myself and I, we all play Russian Roulette together
All this pain is no fun
I'm fucking done
I need to see the sun
My free trial of life has fucking ended
I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud