[Verse]
Readin’ letters that you left me every night (every night)
To relive the greatest moments of my life (of my life)
I can’t believe you’re really leavin’ me behind (me behind)
I’d give anythin’ to see you one more time (one more time)
Every time I try to breathe, I swallow knives (swallow knives)
Pleadin’ love, don’t give a fuck if I survive (if I survive)
Our connection’s like a dream I can’t describe (can’t describe)
Rest in peace, you know I’m no good at goodbyes (ain’t no good)
Someone wake me up, I think I’m still asleep (still asleep)
In our bed, I hear the rain fall on the streets (on the streets)
Can’t let go of all these memories I keep (that I keep)
All these pictures of us that I can’t delete (can’t delete)
I’m not okay, I’m breaking down, I’m on my knees (on my knees)
I’m not normal, you know I hate being me (being me)
I’m scared to show the world who I am underneath (underneath)
Maybe that’s because I’m still in disbelief (disbelief)
I’m layin’ in a field of crying daisies (crying daisies)
You don’t call me anymore, you call me crazy (call me crazy)
I remembered when you used to call me ‘baby’ (call me ‘baby’)
I apologized and you said you forgave me (forgave me)
But you’re disappointed that you couldn’t change me (never could)
And I told you that I’m different now, I’m changin’ (now I’m changin’)
I’m psychotic but it’s not to late to save me (late to save me)
But that doesn’t mean that my heart isn’t achin’ (breakin’)
Can’t get back time we wasted, endless conversations all night
I’ve been waitin’, lately I’ve been waitin’ all night
Gettin’ faded, all these drugs take over my mind
I can’t face it, I’m lost without you by my side
God, I hate this, you became a ghost of my past
I’m contagious, how the hell did I make you sad?
Empty spaces fill up both our hearts made of glass
Devastated, since you flew right out of my grasp