[Verse 1]
Back then I was overwhelmed, just a stranger to myself
All that anxiety made me wish I was anyone else
I was self destructive, I sunk to the lowest points of Hell
Then I came right back, now I can’t run out of stories to tell
When you hit rock bottom, life is just some shit you throw away
You ignore your problems you just pray someday they go away
You become forgotten on this planet, just another face
You give up on everythin’ ‘cause you feel like there’s no еscape
Listen, I’ma tell you likе it is, some scars will never heal
The bleedin’ never stops but you control what you believe is real
I’ve never been religious, I guess I let Jesus take the wheel
God’s my only witness, only Heaven knows of my ordeal
If you want to climb up, there’s only one way to find out
Look inside and ask yourself if you sincerely want to die now
Gain the courage to resist all your urges of suicide now
I encourage you to change your perspective and feel alive now

[Verse 2]
Go find that heart that you used to have, go make that thing beat again
I’m right here if you need a friend, gettin’ back on track, full speed ahead
No lookin’ back now no more dead ends, don’t quit to soon, take one deep breath
You’ll pull through all the grief and stress and someday you won’t be depressed
Preachin’ from experience, I’m way too young to be this old
I’ve been through some shit that I don’t speak on, that I leave alone
Honestly, I try to slip off a stool and delete my soul
Honestly I’m sick of this body, it doesn’t feel like home
Prodigy, I’m just an anomaly tryna meet my goals
Constantly existing, unconsciously hangin’ on to hope
Meaningless philosophies float inside my corrupted skull
Sinful curiosities birth on my melancholic poems
Labeled an atrocity, chronically ill, I’m diagnosed
That’s how I mean equality’s gotta be an enormous hoax
I will be commonly known, I’ll shake up the status quo
Meaningful music forever, rainzzz, in a world of my own