[Intro]
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[Chorus]
Lost connection, I will never know whatās wrong with me
And everybody is always wondering whatās wrong with me
Stuck inside my mind, I canāt escape but girl, I wanna leave
She stole my heart, I stole hers too, this shit feel like a robbery
She wonāt let me go, she wonāt let me go (uh, yuh)
Iām in handcuffs, Iām arrested, Iām invested in her love
When she met me, it was heavenly, now we both wanna run
Weāre too attached, now wŠµ canāt break up, I donāt know what can be done
[Verse]
I know itās my fault but I will nŠµver get that time back
Seconds feel like hours, when Iām fucked up, itās a time lapse
How did I end up losin' every single thing that I had?
I canāt hide this depression, it aināt no secret that Iām sad
Paintinā picture, these emotions are so far from beautiful
Dying young, donāt give a fuck so donāt cry at my funeral
Strange as fuck, I donāt fit in, they said that I am unusual
Sheās not the same girl that I met, sheās someone that I used to know
Canāt get my life right, canāt get my life right
I canāt get my mind right, I canāt get my mind right
My heart exploded, dynamite, Iāll see you in the afterlife
Iām off the Xanax day and night, I think itās time to say goodbye
Shorty leave me alone, I aināt got no time to talk
You think that youāre in control but Iām tellinā you you're not
I donāt even feel alive, itās like my energy is shot
How could I love you if you keep telling me to stop?
I need help but no one answers
By myself, I never matter
I canāt help but repeat patterns
Since we met, before and after
Late nights, overthinkinā everything I did
I'm ashamed 'cause in the end I lived a life of sin
Happiness is nothing more than just a lie, a myth
But I canāt lie, I decided to try and try again
I came into this world with nothing and I leave with empty hands
I have to much thoughts at one time, I can never just relax
I hold too much trauma and thereās no way to forget my past
Yeah, there aināt no way to forget my past
[Chorus]
Lost connection, I will never know whatās wrong with me
And everybody is always wondering whatās wrong with me
Stuck inside my mind, I canāt escape but girl, I wanna leave
She stole my heart, I stole hers too, this shit feel like a robbery
She wonāt let me go, she wonāt let me go (uh, yuh)
Iām in handcuffs, Iām arrested, Iām invested in her love
When she met me, it was heavenly, now we both wanna run
Weāre too attached, now we canāt break up, I donāt know what can be done