[Intro]
𝐷𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒?
𝐼 𝑑𝑜...𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑑𝑎𝑦
𝑊ℎ𝑦?
𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒...𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑡
[Verse]
Maybe the life that I’m livin' is destiny
I’ll be depressed for the rest of the century
Broken in pieces, there ain’t nothing left of me
Oh, I can feel everyone slowly forgettin' me
Life is too fast, I slow down with this codeine
I didn’t choose it, I think that it chose me
Mixin' the purple and yellow like Kobe
Rainzzz on the track so you know that it get ghostly
Find me a death place where Hеaven and Hell meet
Crying for help, I’m likе, “somebody help me!”
At the end of the day, all these drugs, they gon' find me
I ain't gon’ listen to the shit that y’all tell me
Leavin 'this planet, I’ll jump in a vortex
Trapped in my head again, I’m hearin' voices
Trapped in these pills when they givin' me choices
Love is fucked up, it ain’t nothin' but poison
I learned my lesson when I was a youngin'
I can’t even tell you the way I was stunnin’
Don’t want no kids so I came on her stomach
She ate it up and she say that she loved it
Ain’t no plan B, push her off 'cause I’m cummin’
Billions of loves, I ain’t gettin’ redundant
If I hit the club then it’s rainin’ blue hundreds
I’m livin' fast and I’m dyin’ young, fuck it
I’m sick and tired of seein' these skeletons
Watchin' time pass on my heart, on my skeleton
I think I’m finished, this might be my Exodus
If you know me then you know who the devil is
Yeah, all of that love is for sure (sure)
Everyone comin' and go (go)
They come in your life and then disappear and then the next thing you know, you’re alone
Sippin' Patron, it go straight to the dome
I should’ve known that I took the wrong road
My voice is like guns and roses, I'm letting this metal rock, baby I'm sprayin' this chrome
I ain't got nowhere that I belong baby, that’s why I made up "in a world of my own"
Smokin' this strong until I am gone, I'm really wanna [?]
Rainzzz, I feel like the G.O.A.T
I'll never out of words even when it feels like there ain’t nothing to say
I’m taking all of my secrets and all of my money with me to my grave
I see the truth why I never gon' lose behind all of these Louis V frames
[?] yet it's cool, yeah, you know what to do, give a fuck 'bout the money and fame
She ride me good while I’m knottin' this backwood
She know what she worry, she know that that ass good
Only in love when she puttin' that ass
That pussy is mine, I'ma hold it for ransom
No AI, no question, bitch I am the answer
The way that she movin', I swear she a dancer
That pussy is bald, it look like she got cancer
She sit on that ass so I ain’t got no manners
I'm in the trap and I'm [?] again
Y’all don’t want smoke, I will spray the F.N
Me and her friends became more than just friends
I'm in her guts like again and again
Again and again
This is not fiction, it ain’t no pretend
I rap what I live, when I spit, I go in
I rap what I did, yeah, it's only real shit