When im in class people give me pressure and it makes it hard for me to learn the lesson with this anxiety it got me trippin i see more than people see they say they're better than me when i dont no one to see my emotion i just take my binder and hide behind it i dont want no one to know that i am cryin

I would always cry in front of the class people would laugh and stare and tell everbody there at recess i would just sit on thе bench
With my hoddie over my facе so nobody can see me

When i sleep i dont want to wake up cuz my days are bad my mom would get mad at me come home with a note that says i got suspended my mom would yell at me and scream she only used a ladder to get high

She would sit in the car in the middle of the night doin nothin just sittin there dyin she brought her crack and meth lit up a spoon and clear smoked some through a clear tube
She would drink lean out of a styromome cup it would eat it away

She never did stuff she would get fast food everyday mcdonalds wendys or dairy queen they are all good but it effected my health my fame and my wealth i would scream in my pillow so they can't hear me when i flipped the family dinner table over they were arguing over drugs me and my brothers had enough so we left them called the cops patty came to pick us up she wasn't good either so what was wrong with me