I write songs about you all the time
I bet i dont run through your mind
I know you said all those stupid dirty lies but when i see you again i want to tell why you made me the person i am today

My friends are in the mountains
While im drowning in lakes
Show me how to lie
You get better every time

Im sick and tired of becoming what i hate
Now without you i have no faith
Im getting sick of ryans scars and bruises you guys didn't take care of me now look at me

(Im sufficating on the knobs and screws remember that night he broke thе family picture and threw pop cans at you
I gave you еnough time to run outside but when you come back in you get mad at me now i see ryan abused you and me because we not blood related or his own family)

Its 4am and your keeping me from closing my sleepy eyes
Does the thought of me keep you up at night
Dont tell me ill be fine
Im sick of hoping your right

Id wish you stop running from your prablems
And run to me instead
I tell you im okay
But inside it hurts for me to say that im not
(im sufficating on the knobs and screws remember that night he broke the family picture and threw pop cans at you
I gave you enough time to run outside but when you came back in
You got mad at me now i see ryan abused you and me because we
Not blood related or his own family)