[Intro]
KANEDA, KANEDA

[Verse]
I just keep repeating patterns, yeah, I need to make a change
Am I normal, baby? Do you think I'm deranged?
I-I just feel so different but I really stayed the same
I-I-I wanna just live my life without feelin' pain
It's 4 a.m., hold the Glock, time is movin'
Can't go on, make it stop, feel so stupid
I'm in my head again, I'm a loser
I'ma relapse again, drug abuser

[Chorus]
This time, yeah, this time, it's different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wish the time would pause
I'm on the edge 'cause I remembered all my flaws
This time, yeah, this time, it's different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wish the time would pause
I'm on the edge 'cause I remembered all my flaws

[Verse]
I just keep repeating patterns, yeah, I need to make a change
Am I normal, baby? Do you think I'm deranged?
I-I just feel so different but I really stayed the same
I-I-I wanna just live my life without feelin' pain
It's 4 a.m., hold the Glock, time is movin'
Can't go on, make it stop, feel so stupid
I'm in my head again, I'm a loser
I'ma relapse again, drug abuser
[Chorus]
This time, yeah, this time, it's different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wish the time would pause
I'm on the edge 'cause I remembered all my flaws
This time, yeah, this time, it's different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wish the time would pause
I'm on the edge 'cause I remembered all my flaws