[Intro]
​shinju

[Chorus]
Dropped a Xanny in my Monster, now I'm feeling nauseous
She's telling me she likes me and now I'm feeling cautious
Fucked up all my friendships, shit is paradoxical
How am I supposed to live when all I face is obstacles?
I guess I could lie to myself
Delusion for atonement, already in Hell
Surrounded by angels, I don't think I like them
I'ma stay introverted, that's the rule of thumb
Lost in my sorrow and stuck in distress
The storm getting closer, I need to suppress
Need to deposit my thoughts to protect
I wanna be happy but my brain is possessed

[Verse]
Where did the days go when I had hope?
Now my brain's going down on a slope
I'm going psycho, I'm feeling crazy
I reminisce but everything is hazy
Constantly falling and have no one to cling to
Five hundred UG and I'm about to break through

[Pre-Chorus]
She told me I'm a piece of shit, yeah, that's true
But aren't you the same girl that told me that you love me? Fuck you
[Chorus]
Dropped a Xanny in my Monster, now I'm feeling nauseous
She's telling me she likes me and now I'm feeling cautious
Fucked up all my friendships, shit is paradoxical
How am I supposed to live when all I face is obstacles?
I guess I could lie to myself
Delusion for atonement, already in Hell
Surrounded by angels, I don't think I like them
I'ma stay introverted, that's the rule of thumb
Lost in my sorrow and stuck in distress
The storm getting closer, I need to suppress
Need to deposit my thoughts to protect
I wanna be happy but my brain is possessed

[Outro]
​shinju