My heart is invalid
I see my brain go insane
Anyone can see my darkness in my eyes
I feel the skin in my teeth
It's raining outside
I don't what to do
My scars are showing
I feel lost
My cuts are showing
My fight
My eyes
My marks are feeling
I see her
I shot her
Make me
My fucking mind
My mind
Can't get the pain away
My heart beat is silent
I can't find my love no more
I cut my wrist
My heart is invalid
I feel my lost
I fee my pain
I don't know
What to do no more
I feel my pain
I don't know
I don't know
My pain it feels rigged
I don't know
I don't know
I know how it feels
Deeply
....I miss you Eli....