[Intro]
Ah, oh, yeah
Mmm

[Verse 1]
What am I even doin'?
Out of sight, fight or fly every day
I thought I could be the same
And put everybody on the same page
But I feel useless everyday
Toyin' wit' my feelings
You're happy while I'm dealin'

[Pre-Chorus]
It's no use, it's what I'm used to
And it sucks to have no love
Suck it up, yeah, that's enough

[Chorus]
I wanna change, let it be a fair ride
I wanna change, let me live a fair life

[Post-Chorus]
Ah, ah, yeah, yeah (Changes)

[Verse 2]
What if it's like this forever?
I get myself in that mood
Pretty fucked up how what if's gets me through
Oh, but what if I never see the day?
Oh, what if I can't change?
What if I can't call you up when I need a break?
A break from myself is what I need
It still gets so hard acceptin' such grief
[Refrain]
Lay it on the table
I ain't able
Lay it on the altar, on the table

[Chorus]
I wanna change, let it be a fair ride
I wanna change, let me live a fair life

[Bridge]
It's easy to pick up pills
Hard as hell to simply get through
I wanna make a way out
Always sulkin', I bet I look so weak now
Do I look weak now? I know I look beat down

[Verse 3]
Suck it up, suck it up
No, no, no
Oh, this hurts my heart
Hurts my heart

[Chorus]
I wanted to change, to love this fair ride (Quite a journey)
I wanted to change, to love this fair life (What a journey)
[Breakdown]
Oh, it's been some changes
Oh, it's been some changes
I won't make it, can't make it
Oh, it's been some changes
Oh, it's been some changes

[Refrain]
Lay it on the table
I ain't able
Lay it on the altar, on the table
Lay it on the table
I ain't able
Lay it on the altar, on the table

[Outro]
Quite a journey
What a journey
Oh, what a journey
Quite a journey
What a journey this has been, oh, Lord