[Verse 1]
I got skin and bones
Skin and bones that's been to the point of breakin'
I'm lucky that I'm even still breathin'
Don't ya know that I could've left years ago?
But I give love that I don't receive
Not affiliated wit' you like how you are wit' me
It's once in a lifetime, my system is shut down
I've run out of business, ooh, fuck feelings
Said I'll be all right, been jaded all this time
This shit might get ugly, head is always facin' the stars
This is gettin' funny, I begged for a life wit' meanin'
You've earned what you got, to take in, no, this is a lot

[Chorus]
I've been brave, been usin' my mouth (No small talk)
I'ma say what I say 'cause I've been taught to say
Shit how I like it, not hard to deny it
Never see me cryin', though it's hard to hide it
Huh, baby, I envy you (You, you, you)
It's good that you don't know it too

[Post-Chorus]
'Cause I look in the mirror sometimes
Lately, it's been a long while
And I'm through wit' this shit
Rather be dead than here but I
Envy you, no, no, I'm envious of you
[Verse 2]
I don't even like home
Packin' bags and then I'd leave now
I've been takin' it, pain, I live wit' it
It's who I am, my head is spinnin', oh
Lord, I'm insane, it won't change
Same words in every song, what am I doin' wrong?

[Bridge]
You love to make it hard
I thought my deathbed was comin' soon
What's the point of bein' alive?
Why do I live to die?

[Chorus]
I've been brave, been usin' my mouth (No small talk)
I'ma say what I say 'cause I've been taught to say
Shit how I like it, not hard to deny it
Never see me cryin', though it's hard to hide it
Uh, baby, I envy you (You, you)
It's good that you don't know it too