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[Verse 1]
There is dirt beneath my nails
There are mud stains on my jeans
I will sit here for a while
With the earth torn up around me

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m aware six months from now I will romanticize today
I am trying hard to grieve but I don’t like the way it tastes

[Chorus]
It’s as bitter as leaving the town that you’ve lived in your whole life
It’s as sweet as watching my friends change their last name on their profiles
I am caught beneath the mourning and the dancing in my chest
I keep digging graves and laying all of my past selves to rest




[Bridge]
Feels like all I do is just bury myself again
I’m wearing black just because I buried myself again
Buried myself again, buried myself again
[Chorus]
It’s as ugly as the crying after my very first heartbreak