[ Verse 1 ]
Do you remember back in the day
When life was better and how it slipped away
Oh I remember who I used to be
Yes I remember the pain I kept inside of me
[ Chorus 1 ]
I'd do anything to go back
Restart my life all over again
But I can't do anything about that
I just miss the time when I was ten
( when I was ten )
[ Verse 2 ]
I've spent my whole life impressing people I don't like
The past nights thinking about suicide
And I believe I've finally made up my mind
Now I can see the beauty of accepting the pain inside
[ Chorus 2 ]
I wanna sleep all day and play video games
Not a single worry in my mind
I left my youth behind I'm far too late
Growing up too fast was a huge mistake
( was a huge mistake )
[ Bridge ]
And just like that my life passed before my eyes ( eyes )
And just like that I'm not ready to say goodbye ( goodbye )
Because I can I no longer have to hide ( hide )
Because I can I'm gonna make the most of my life
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[ Outro ]
I don't want to grow up yet I'm full of regrets
( Was a huge mistake )
I'm not getting younger but I feel twice as dumber
( In my mind )
So many things I would do differently
But that was history it's all up to me
Up to me