[ Verse 1 ]
I wish that I could
Meet you for the first time again
I wish that you would
At least try to make amends

Wherever you are
Wherever you want me to be
So let me restart
So you can meet the new me

[ Pre Chorus 1 ]
Same old mistakes
Same old addictions
Same old heartbreak
Blame expectations

[ Chorus 1 ]
Back to my dead end life
I shouldn't be alive
I'll never know what it feels like
To live past forty five

[ Verse 2 ]
Mama I've failed you
How would I evеr save you?
Papa I've shamed you
How would I еver repay you?
I'll never have a kid
She'll never suck my dick
I'll never really know what
I could accomplish

I guess that's really sad
You're all I ever had
I never thought my life would
End up so bad

[ Chorus 2 ]
Back to my dead end life
I shouldn't be alive
I'll end it all tonight
I shouldn't be alive
I'll never know what it feels like
To truly love a wife

[ Bridge 1 ]
My life at it's due date
My existence like a mistake
But everything is fine
All I needed was more time
First call for the last ride
But everything is alright
Take a chance in my glory days
Watch me crawl as I try to chase
Watch me fall cause I'm born this way

[ Bridge 2 ]
I'm so done with everything
I'm so done with everything
I'm so done with everything
I'm so done with everything
I'm not who I need to be
I'm not who I need to be
I'm not who I need to be
I'm not who I need to be

[ Outro ]
Only you know how I felt
Only you know how I felt
Only you know what it meant
Only you know what it meant

Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends
Only I know how this ends