[ Verse 1 ]
I wish I kissed you on
New Year's Day
I wish you knew the things I'd
Never say

Now we're strangers again
But even worse now
It's easy to pretend
But I'd never fake a frown

Now we're even worse than strangers
Could I ask for one last favor?


What can I do
To ever make it up to you?

A part of me
Will always wait for you
A new kind of hurt
The one I most deserve

I bought this knife to protect me
Now it' always telling me to cut deep
It's as though if you werе already gone
Do I have thе strength to carry on?

I took it all for granted
It's like we never happened
Now it doesn't matter
No happily ever after

I just don't know when to give up
The joke's on me that was just my luck
Make one little mistake
Watch them change face

I know no one can save me
I'm just so afraid of safety
Only I can change me