RIP to hommie, Chaos
RIP to Citi Lyt
RIP to Riky Rick Makhado
BOY!
Hook(BOY NBN/Master C GPlat)
I've been counted out
I've been going through some issues
All these dreams I wanna get to
No Idea what I've been through
On dark days
I'm the one who I got to vent to
My plates less my n***as eat to
Shit is never been for me for me
Verse 1:BOY NBN
I got win for me I mentality in slavery
I like my peace but everybody want a piece of me
I'm building bridges our music travels physically
Can say I'm winning if I'm playing for a losing team
They'll surely miss me whеn I'm buried and I'm six feet deep
My mom going through some and I can nevеr look weak I get over my karma
I don't want your love please if you coming drama
All my days are so cold I'm just waiting for summer
Individually I know I'm capable for Major league
But I'm tryna build a legacy for my kids to eat
I'm never selfish but I wanna do something for me, somethings for me
It's all about my family, it's all about my n***as
It's all about the people that think kinda need
It's never about my feelings, it's never about me healing, it's never about this mental illness that almost killed me
I've been wearing smiles ever since I was a little child
I can never let these people think I'm vulnerable and dying
When they offer help I push away like don't stress I'll be fine, I'm trying
Hook(BOY NBN/Master C GPlat)
I've been counted out
I've been going through some issues
All these dreams I wanna get to
No Idea what I've been through
On dark days
I'm the one who I got to vent to
My plates less my n***as eat to
Shit is never been for me for me
VERSE 2: TheArsonist
No idea what we've been through, yeah I gat a lot of issues
When you're alive ain't nobody fucking with you, but when you're dead, everyone claiming they miss you
It don't make sense, people gat no shame at all
When things get out of hand, only time they show remorse
..I just gat a lotta things going on, but I cannot quit, gotta keep going on
Gotta Keep going strong coz sometimes you gonna fall
If I ever fumble, please correct me when I'm wrong
W's on w's, I can't afford no L's
I'm dodging enemies that do not wish me well
All this drama, I gotta keep to myself
Haven't doing well, so I took my coins, threw them in the wish well
There's plenty of fake one's who don't not wish you well, So Do not kiss and tell
I just gat laid off, they didn't even tell me
Now I'm broke and my wallet looking empty
Don't compare me to the one's who gat plenty
From the ground up, but the one day we gon get this
We gonna Stack it up like it's Tetris
Upgrade to a King Bed from a mattress
Sometimes life can feel like hugging a cactus
Feel like ain't no direction, ain't no slouching , no relaxing
Hook(BOY NBN/Master C GPlat)
I've been counted out
I've been going through some issues
All these dreams I wanna get to
No Idea what I've been through
On dark days
I'm the one who I got to vent to
My plates less my n***as eat to
Shit is never been for me for me
