[Verse 1]
And I know you want to end it all
A lot of shit that goes unsaid
Memories itch the surface
It's got a hold of your head
My fears squealed like a howling dog
And nostalgic tears with a clenching jaw
And slushy legs, so I fall to the floor
And no one can hear me through these walls
My shirt is drenched with my nervous sweats
Depression hits when you live like this
I feel alone, so I'll walk some more
The hardest part is when I'm on the floor

[Pre-Chorus]
And there's no choice but to keep on going
Half the time, I don't evеn know when
I have a heavy hеart, and it's falling apart
And I start to fall hard (hard, hard)

[Chorus]
When life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I start to kill my mind
When life's hard, I'm killing my mind
I start to kill my mind, and I'm killing my mind
[Verse 2]
Inside my head resides the Garden of Eden
The flowers bloom, but the demons sleep in
Take a bite, I don't need a good reason
Corrupt my mind just to keep on breathing
I wonder how it looks on the other side
Beyond the garden, I can see the horizon
I'll drown this place with my thoughts and my sorrows
Am I really falling apart?
Constantly thinking of alternative reasons I should stay
It's easy to say I'm not enough and never participate
Momentary bliss from this hit always seems to dissipate
And now I'm falling apart

[Pre-Chorus]
There's no choice but to keep on going
Half the time, I don't even know when
I have a heavy heart, and it's falling apart
And I start to fall hard (start to fall hard)
(Start to fall hard, start to fall, start to fall)

[Chorus]
When life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I start to kill my mind
When life's hard, I'm killing my mind
I start to kill my mind, and I'm killing my mind
[Bridge]
My fears squealed like a howling dog
And nostalgic tears with a clenching jaw
And slushy legs, so I fall to the floor
And no one can hear me through these walls
I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling apart
I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling apart

[Chorus]
And when life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I'm killing my mind
And when life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I'm killing my mind