[Spoken Intro]
I just, I don't even know what I was thinking
I was a stupid little [...], and feel like I truly messed it up for us
What the hell was I thinking?

[Verse 1]
Every morning, I wake up and check my phone
To see if you said something, and it had me running
And I don't even know if you even care about me
But I do know this, it's that I do care about the
One that came and brought my mood up when I was lonely
Now I'm right here, wondering whether or not I am the only
One that feels this way, tell me, what the hell was I thinking
Believing you feel the same way, that's what I was wishing
Thinking, if I took the time to see you, it would feel different
Sure as hell does, but not in the way that I was thinking
Made you feel off, that's what I think, it is my prediction
Was right a lot of times, I'm just hoping this one's different

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been holding on to the thought of you, I've loved it forever, so
Just please, tell me, is this something that could turn into forever
Or is it just an illusion, something in my imagination
If it is, I just wanna tell one more thing before I go

[Chorus]
I'm sorry that I made you feel a little bit off
I'm sorry that I messed the whole damn thing up
I'm the [...] cuz I thought that what it was is love
Now I'm here thinking that I really screwed it for us
[Post-Chorus]
I messed it up, I know
Promise I will make it better

[Verse 2]
Yo, I'm feeling so sick and these people wonderin' why
Maybe it's all that I think, could it all just be a lie?
I don't wanna think about it, but that could be the truth
And it's so overwhelming thinking that I may have lost the one true
Person that I thought was put on this Earth for me
Maybe I just need to take a good look and see
Did I make you feel depressed? Do you think a burden of me?
Did I write those songs just for nothing that I'm still gon' release
Did I waste my money on a plane ticket that I intended just to see you?
Or is this song I'm singing now the pointless one, girl I really gotta know
Should I come on the 18th, or should I tell that thought to go?

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been holding on to the thought of you, I've loved it forever, so
Just please, tell me, is this something that could turn into forever
Or is it just an illusion, something in my imagination
If it is, I just wanna tell one more thing before I go

[Chorus]
I'm sorry that I made you feel a little bit off
I'm sorry that I messed the whole damn thing up
I'm the [...] cuz I thought that what it was is love
Now I'm here thinking that I really screwed it for us
[Post-Chorus]
I messed it up, I know
Promise I will make it better

[Bridge]
I don't wanna see a life without you being there
Tired of this single life, yeah, I want it to change
Do you really love me, do you really even care?
Or do you really think that I should flush this thought right down the drain?

[Chorus]
I'm sorry that I made you feel a little bit off
I'm sorry that I messed the whole damn thing up
I'm the [...] cuz I thought that what it was is love
Now I'm here thinking that I really screwed it for us

[Outro]
I know you don't deserve the bad vibes, babe