[Refrain/Chorus]
I have never
I have never
I have never felt this way before
I have never felt this way before

[Verse 1]
Infatuation
Completely overwhelmed and overcome
Sent into a stupor by the sound of the drum
Repetition of the rhythm regulates how my mind flows
In cycles
Moving in and out like the tide goes
Until I’m totally engrossed by every notе
Swimming in the sea of sound waves
Tryna stay afloat
Manеuvering in a vessel composed of flesh and bone
The sound of waves crashing produces the metronome
Navigating a body of water
Tryna find my way
It’s hard to find the words to say when everything is gray
But a ray of hope shines to keep the clouds at bay
And provides a light by which I write these lyrics
Helping me to find my way
A purpose, a meaning, a guide
A third eye light beaming from a lighthouse inside of the mind
I’m trying to find direction
But I look over the edge and all I see is my own reflection
So I look inward
As my obsession grows and reaches from the depths of the ocean to the coast and the sandy beaches
My conscience leeches onto that single ray of hope
But no matter how hard I’m trying
I keep finding myself in the same boat
The same boat
The same boat
The same boat
The same boat
The same boat

[Verse 2]
Fixation absorbed in an ocean of thought
Yet at times I can’t help but feeling it might be all for naught
With so much work I put into progressing on my journey
I’m worried
My destination seems unclear and blurry
I feel stuck without a paddle on the high seas
I send this message in a bottle, hoping somebody will find me
And finally my word will be spread
Instead of finding the irony of me on a lifeboat left for dead
My music will be heard if it kills me
Even if I reach my destination ragged and filthy
I will be triumphant on my quest nonetheless
I’m hard pressed by hardships, sailing in the depths
When will I reach the shore? I’m unsure
Wondering just how much punishment I can endure
But no matter how much it hurts, I find myself wanting more
And I have never felt this way before

[Chorus/Refrain]
I have never felt this way before
Swimming in a sea of sound waves
Swimming in a sea of sound waves
Swimming in a sea of sound waves
Swimming in a sea of sound waves

So here I am
Alone again
This pain rides with me ’til the end
I find myself still wanting more
I’ve never felt this way before

So here I am
Alone again
This pain rides with me ’til the end
I find myself still wanting more
I’ve never felt this way before

I never felt this way before
I’ve never felt this way before

I never felt this way before
I’ve never felt this way before

I have never
I have never
I have never felt this way before