[Pre Chorus]
I thought about living here
I thought about starting a life
And living here
I thought about doing this forever
And living here

I thought about life and the goals
That come with it
And all of the people inside
That live and they wanna be different
Well I wanna be different
Today I thought about living here

[Verse 1]
How many deaths, to die to myself?
How many times do I have to die?
And get righteous, while finding myself?
It feels like a lie, i care bout my health

Don’t care bout my wеalth
And she wanna, Work on the well
It’s finе, unless you gon die
Then I’ll be alone with Chantelle

The alien comes, the alien goes
That’s just the alien, inside of my bones
And it’s getting lonely, it wants some more homes
All that I have, is all that I know
All of the hosts, they died in despair
And It’s wreaking havoc, it lives on my air
I got a problem, they don’t really care
I’m on my own, I need to beware

I’m getting worried
Fly to high, I’ll get caught
Sights getting blurry

I know it’s time
But I don’t deserve it
Can I go back?
Ill feel all their fury

I feel if I die
Then they all will worry
God chose me for this
Should I really hurry?

I’m not a good aim
Compare me to Murray
If I hit a shot
It’s not like I’m curry

Who in the world
Would call me deserving?
I can’t imagine what they all will say
If I return, will it be in vain?
Xelly’s the hero, but that’s not the case
Look at myself, I’m washing my face

Ice on my neck, but I’m not the ace
Nothing but guns, while I run the race
Living my life, I’m running in place
Should I go back, go back to that place?

[Pre Chorus]
I thought about living here
I thought about starting a life
And living here
I thought about doing this forever
And living here

I thought about life and the goals
That come with it
And all of the people inside
That live and they wanna be different
Well I wanna be different
Today I thought about living here

[Hook]
Just love
Just love
Just love
Just love
Just love
Just love

Just love
Just love
Just love

Yeah

Just love
Just love
Just love

Just love
Just love
Just love

Just love
Just love
Just love

Yeah


[Verse 2]
What should I say? What do I believe?
I say that I’m lonely, and everyone leaves
It’s hard to go back, the moment you scream
It’s hard to go back, can I be redeemed?

And alien knows
He knows what I did
I lost all my love
When I was a kid

Music was gone
I left everyone
And nobody cares
About the son

Watching the dark
Watch it Overcome
Watching the moon
Swallow the sun

Watching the saints
Watching me run
Left it behind
Went into hiding

I Thought that bondage
Was worse than dying
Exiled my soul
Allen’s residing

Allen’s the name
Of aliens child
He had a daughter
And a son named Kyle

[Verse 3]
(Dyson Wade)

Competition breeds catastrophe
Understand what happened to me
Life is like this, and that’s all you get(uh)
I could die inside of it(uh)

This life’s the life I live(uh)
Love or lust, it’s happening,(uh)
Want freedom, I’m imagining(uh)
The fall of man, wasn’t an accident(uh)

Guess that all fell
Guess it’s all hell
I’m like oh well
That’s a tall tale
Grasping at nails

That’s the reboot
That’s the reshoot
That’s the content
Let me recoup

Need a redo
To redo, all of the failures that happened
I guess that I’m the only one, who gonna die rapping

Yuh

Why wasn't I worth it?
Why weren't you listening to me?
I guess it all went downhill when everybody
Gave in

I want to find what everybody's talking about
I want to see what you want to see from me
I guess I'm not the only rapper in the game no more
I guess I don't care what's happening no more

"Dyson do you really think what you think?"
I guess that I do not, anymore
The alien inside of me and you
I guess that it's controlling what we do

Why weren't you listening to me?
Why weren't you listening to me?
I told you to go to back to that mountain with all your friends
But you just went alone