Madilyn Mei
Screw Up

[Verse 1]
How can I screw this up?
What can I do this time?
Let me find a reason why
This situation simply never will do
And do what I do best
And screw it up

[Verse 2]
You know me, killing that switch again
The big red button in my head
The one that's labelled:
"Do Not Touch. No Matter What. SELF-DESTRUCT."
(Yeah, that one, yep, I pressed it)
Did what I do best
And screwed it up

[Verse 3]
No it’s really not a big deal
Told 'em that I just don't feel the same
And it’s true now
I don't really know what happened
I was just a little infatuated
Guess the way I feel started to feel outdated
Beforе we even datеd
[Verse 4]
Maybe I like the thrill of the chase
The comfort of knowing that they'll never ever
Ever feel the same
Why'd they have to go off-script?
Losing my sense of control of the situationship

[Verse 5]
I'm hyper-independence-ing
Too self-aware for therapy
Catching myself questioning-