Madilyn Mei
The Thousandth Song About It All

[Verse 1]
Am I self-aware, or self-obsessed?
I'll scare them away
Breaking the fourth wall too often (hey guys)
Do you like the way this album went?
I’m ready to know nothing again
I'm ready to know nothing again

[Hook]
Now I'm- I’m learning
How to write a song
Keep doing it wrong
When I try to do it right
Still don't know
How to change a tire
How to put out a fire
I only avoid the fight

[Chorus]
But I gotta get it wrong
A couple thousand times
Gotta need another
Couple thousand pairs of eyes
Gotta write a thousand songs about it
I know nothing, don't I?
[Verse 2]
I think I might've protected my peace
A little too much now
I got no one to talk to
Years eating lunch by my self-
-sabotaging isn't fun
But it's still a little better than fully self-destructing
It's not all bad luck
I'm just stuck
I just keep avoiding all my problems
Maybe someday I’ll wake up and solve them