[Intro]
I never had thoughts that control me (Grrah)
Until something bad left me so lonely (Grrah, grrah, boom)
And I want it back, I want the old me (Every opp shot, everything dead)
I'm trying to forget, but things just remind me (Oh, Frank, like what?)
There's a million things, there's a million things I could say (Like)
But you never really knew that, but you never really knew I felt this way (MB, MB)
Wanna take it back, wanna take it back to when we (Grrah)
Had it just like that, had it right on track
Ah
Like what?
Grrah
Never had all these thoughts that control me, likе (Ah)

[Chorus]
Never had all thesе thoughts that control me (All these thoughts that control me)
Off these Percocets, I'm 'bout to OD (Yeah, I'm 'bout to OD)
Losin' control, might go back to the old me (Might go back to the old me)
Back to spinnin', hoppin' out of stolies (Hoppin' out of stolies)
In my feelings, I been feelin' lonely (I been feelin' lonely)
All in the cold, I just want you to hold me (I just want you to hold me)
I'm a demon (I'm a demon), like you know me (Like you know me)
Better think twice if you try to approach me (Ah)
It's a million things I could say (I could say)
But I'd rather say it to your face (Say it to your face)
Need time to myself, I think I need some space (Think I need some space)
Need my mind up in a better place (In a better place)
Totin' Beckiana on my waist (On my waist)
I'm movin' too tact, don't need another case (Need another case)
It's for you, then you know I'ma wait (You know I'ma wait)
I feel better every time I see your face, like (Like what?)
[Verse 1]
Anything that you want, you could have it (You could have it)
Walk in Amiri, pick it up and grab it (Pick it up and grab it)
My old bitch keep hatin', she a mad bitch (She a mad bitch)
Mad 'cause a n***a left her in the past tense (Left her in the past tense)
And I still live the life of a savage (Of a savage)
Spot me an opp, I up it, then I blast it (Up it, then I blast it)
When we fuck, she fuckin' up the mattress (Fuckin' up the mattress)
Backshots, beat it up, I got her tappin' (Ah)
Where you at? I know you miss me (Know you miss me)
Fuck all the arguin', I need you with me (Need you with me)
On the Ave, shit gettin' risky (Shit gettin' risky)
Walk to the store, I'm clutchin' on my sitchy (Clutchin' on my sitchy)
'Member days when I ain't have a penny (I ain't have a penny)
'Member days they tried to hold it against me (Tried to hold it against me)
Now I'm shittin' on 'em, got 'em driddy (Yeah, I got 'em driddy)
Bustdown the Cartier, I know they envy (Yeah, I know they envy)
Off a Perky spinnin' through they P's (Spinnin' through they P's)
Reminiscin' thinkin' 'bout JB (Thinkin' 'bout JB)
Days on the block when he ain't wanna leave (He ain't wanna leave)
And I told him he could stay with me (He could stay with me)
I'm forever ballin' for the Sleeze (Ballin' for the Sleeze)
Heard the bad news and it was hard to breathe (It was hard to breathe)
My lil' bro wasn't ready to leave
And since then, we been puttin' opps on tees, like (Ah)
N***as out here switchin' on the gang (Switchin' on the gang)
Only wanna be here for the fame (Be here for the fame)
He wasn't with us, he just wanted a name (He just wanted a name)
Now I gotta show him he a lame (Show him he a lame)
If I see him, up it then I flame, like (Flame, like what?)
I'm tryna rearrange a n***a brain (Rearrange his brain)
N***as switched, n***as changed (N***as changed)
But my day one n***as still remain the same, like (Ah)
Bitch, I'm great and my family too (And my family too)
They could talk about me, but they know what I do (But they know what I do)
N***a, I'm him, who the fuck is you? (Who the fuck is you?)
Like get the fuck out my way before I boom (Before I boom)
Drippiest ooter when I'm in the room (When I'm in the room)
Like the MX1 'Miris holdin' up the broom (Holdin' up the broom)
In my moods, I been losin' my cool (I been losin' my cool)
And if I lose you, I don't know what I would do, like (Ah)
[Chorus]
Never had all these thoughts that control me (All these thoughts that control me)
Off these Percocets, I'm 'bout to OD (Yeah, I'm 'bout to OD)
Losin' control, might go back to the old me (Go back to the old me)
Back to spinnin', hoppin' out of stolies (Hoppin' out of stolies)
In my feelings, I been feelin' lonely (I been feelin' lonely)
All in the cold, I just want you to hold me (I just want you to hold me)
I'm a demon, like you know me
Better think twice if you try to approach me
It's a million things I could say (I could say)
But I'd rather say it to your face (Say it to your face)
Need time to myself, I think I need some space (Think I need some space)
Need my mind up in a better place (In a better place)
Totin' Beckiana on my waist (On my waist)
I'm movin' too tact, don't need another case (Don't need another case)
It's for you, then you know I'ma wait (You know I'ma wait)
I feel better every time I see your face, like (Like what?)

[Outro]
It's a million things I could say (I could say)
But I'd rather say it to your face (Say it to your face)
Need time to myself, I think I need some space (Think I need some space)
Need my mind up in a better place (In a better place, ah)
Totin' Beckiana on my waist (On my waist, ah)
I'm movin' too tact, don't need another case (Don't need another case)
It's for you, then you know I'ma wait (You know I'ma wait)
I feel better every time I see your face, like (Ah, like what?)