I am stuck in sleepless nights
Salty tears and sweet surrender
The ocean kept me sane
Destructive algorithms filled my head

Only ignorance denies

That it is all the same to me
A thousand lies before countless thoughts
That fought and lost

I was given rocks and stones
All the pockets in my coat
Filled the lust to suffocate

Reigned the happiest day of my life

You know the one in ecstasy
And the one drowning
Both throw up their arms
Dark and narrow, deep and narrow are my dreams

I am a servant

I’ll take the fall
I love to fail
Hold me tight

Smother me