[Intro]
How much time do I have?
Get closer
(‎‎removeface)
Uh, uh
Lumina
Uh, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
They say they love me, but they show me what I'm worth
And I'm never first in line, I'm just waiting on my turn
Feeling stuck, waiting for a spark 'til I'm in a urn
And they all congratulating, while I'm trying hard to earn
'Cause I'm trying to make ends meet, I'm trying to make it right
And you know I'll never go down, not without a fight
Feel like anyone can blow up if they find a way to bite
Can't do nothing 'bout it, but I never said that it's right
I made a promise to you, that I'll hold it down
W-W-When I'm at my lowest, you know how to hold me down
I just don't know what to do when nobody come around
They just want to fuck me ovеr for some money and some clout

[Chorus]
All I, all I, all I еver wanted was a little fame
I just wanted to provide, and for them to know my name
It's a blessing and a curse 'cause they always acting lame
I used to love what I do, but it just don't hit the same
[Verse 2]
But they never fucking listen anyway
Push me over like a dummy just 'cause I don't got a face
And I act like nothing going on, but I'm losing my pace
When I see the numbers, I just want to get out of this place
I just–, I just feel like it ain't 'posed to be this way
But the people always tell me that it's going to be okay
Then I drop a song for them, but they ain't never entertained
And I always try my best, and I never fucking changed
And I always kept it real, and I always played nice
And when they was talking 'bout me, I always apologized
I done gave it all for nothing, I can't even pay the price
And they playing me like poker, all they do is roll the dice
And I always try my hardest, but get nothing in return
And I never played with fire, but I still got fucking burned
But I did nothing wrong, so I don't know what I learned
All I know is I do too much, but get nothing I deserve
And I know they'll call me selfish just for letting this shit out
Motherfuckers never gave me the benefit of the doubt
If they reach this point they'll know exactly what I'm talking 'bout
It's like everyone around you got everything figured out

[Chorus]
All I, all I, all I ever wanted was a little fame
I just wanted to provide, and for them to know my name
It's a blessing and a curse, 'cause they always acting lame
I used to love what I do, but it just don't hit the same