Clap Clap in the bando

I'm having suicidal thoughts
I'm borderline psychotic
I'm wondering what to use the single or the automatic
I'll put it to my head and for gun shots sporadic
No I don't give a fuck if my life is anti climatic
Cuz depression hurts
Making me hate this life for all its worth
Making me wish my mum didn't give birth
Now I'm crying myself to sleep
7 days a week
I can't even leave this rut no I'm in too deep
I got the trigger to my head
8 rounds of lead
Thinking if it's really worth being dead
Down the lane or across is about the same
Damn this shitty life is driving me insane
Shit I just wanna end it
No I don't wanna mend it

One shot
Two shots
How many will it take
Before I awaken
And the motherfucking gates of hell await
LOL XD IM A LYRICAL FUCKING WIZ. SOMEONE SIGN ME up to the bando