[Intro // Hydracoque]
Mmm, yeah, Nigpro Records in this bitch, I'm 'boutta tell you 'bout my motherfuckin' soliloquy of sodomy, n***a
Hell yeah, let's get in this shit
I'm fuckin' gay, n***a
Ayo where my dildo at?

[Chorus // Hydracoque]
This is my soliloquy of sodomy, alone in my closet
I'm torn apart by thoughts of n***as tearin' my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun, thinkin', ah do I wanna cock it?
But it's 4 AM today, I haven't even had cock yet
Every day's a battle with my sexuality
Hated by the straights for keepin' semen splattering
A gay n***a in totality, but balls and penis damaged me
Starin' down the barrel like, is this my finality?
This is my soliloquy of sodomy alone in my closet
Torn apart by thoughts of n***as tearing my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun thinkin', ah, do I wanna cock it?
But it's 4 AM today and I haven't even had cock yet

[Verse 1 // Hydracoque]
Soliloquy of sodomy, alonе in my bathroom
Thinkin' of the penis that can pleasе my gay ass soon
I'm a cock whore, you can tell by my tattoos
Or by the way that the penis made my ass ooze
Cock straight but my desires bent up like cashews
Dick out in public, precum drippin' on my damn shoes
If I wanna fuck you, I will not ask you
I'll just pull yo pants down and blast goo
Semen super soaker or what have you
Fully loaded fully automatic cum gun
N***a you know blastin' cum's fun
I cannot help it, that's why I'm torn apart deep inside mentally
Torn apart by the n***as I've torn apart homosexually
Soliloquy of sodomy, alone in my bathroom still, and I still haven't even had cock yet
I been poppin' a whole lot of them blue pills and I still haven't even had hot sex
All that I gotta do is drive down to the bar
With the dildo on the seat of my cum-stomized car
It's got a big engine, 6 liters and 8 pistons, my big rectum, fits penises, 8 dicks in
Any minute I'ma take limp fruity fists in... almost there and my precum keeps drippin'
Pull up outside, the gayest n***a has arrived
Wave to my queers, semen swap high five
This should be a paradise but it feels wrong inside
I want that penis so bad but I don't wanna be alive
I want shots in my ass but also shots in my head
I'm talkin' cummies but I'm also talkin' lead (kill me)
Every night I lay surrounded, n***as all in my bed
And when they drift off to sleep, I wanna be dead
(shots in my head)
[Chorus // Hydracoque]
Soliloquy of sodomization
Mind split in half by thoughts of gay penetration
Penis in my ass is my only medication
Emotional prolapse, my death will be pained fun
This is my soliloquy of sodomy, alone in my closet
I'm torn apart by thoughts of n***as tearin' my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun, thinkin', ah do I wanna cock it?
But it's 4 AM today, I haven't even had cock yet
Every day's a battle with my sexuality
Hated by the straights for keepin' semen splattering
A gay n***a in totality, but balls and penis damaged me
Starin' down the barrel like, is this my finality?
This is my soliloquy of sodomy alone in my closet
Torn apart by thoughts of n***as tearing my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun thinkin', ah, do I wanna cock it?
But it's 4 AM today and I haven't even had cock yet

[Verse 2 // Hydracoque]
And all I ever wanted was to feel okay with my desires
N***a fuck my dirty penis, sometimes I just wanna light it on fire
No cocks can feel the gaping void left in my soul
And no man can hit the prostate buried deep in my hole
Man I'm fed up, I feel like a filthy little slave
And I want that, but I feel so stuck and depraved
I'm at rock bottom, never been in a worse place
And to top it all off, I've got fuckin' AIDS
Staring up at the ceiling fan, life, I don't even fuckin' need it man
No matter how much I suck penis man, I'ma head to Neverland like I'm gay Peter Pan
Got me screamin' "DAMN!", if only I had a life with some meanin' man
*cries*
I just wanna be bleedin' man...
I see no rope so I tie my penis into a knot
'Cause my shotgun is gone, and it is not
On the dresser where it once was
Looked into the mirror above so many times when I was getting buttfucked
Fuck, I just need to hang myself with my penis and leave my body to rot
And set fire to my fuckin' home, make sure that my body drop
Wait, my shotgun, I left it in the trunk
Fuck it, I'll just use that, blast my problems away like some spunk
I guess it really does get better in the end
Goodbye to life, dyin' is my new friend
*gunshot*
Soliloquy of sodomy
Soliloquy of sodomization
Mind split in half by the tho- uh, a 12 gauge shotgun
A gay ghost, divorced from my body and mortal problems
Feelin' forever in peace now that I finally decided to solve 'em
A prolapse poltergeist, gonna tease n***as with no condoms
A friendly but flirty ghost, whenever I decide to haunt 'em
Soliloquy of sodomy, and this is the epilogue
A ghost above my fleshen body, free, the flesh is gone
Broken free from my mortal form
Former body cold, but my soul is warm
[Outro // Hydracoque]
This is my soliloquy of sodomy alone in my closet
Torn apart by thoughts of n***as tearing my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun thinkin', ah, do I wanna cock it?
But it's 4 AM today and I haven't even had cock yet