[Verse 1]
Hello, it’s me, I'm here again
I been told that I'd be rotting here in my sins
I've been told that I would I'd be rotting here in my sins
I don't really give a fuck, get out my head

[Chorus]
When I'm looking back on my life
I haven't lived in a long time
I haven't lived in a long time
Will you see me for what I am?
I doubt it matters anymore
I've been feeling all alone
When I'm looking back on my life
I haven't lived in a long time
I haven't lived in a long time
Will you see me for what I am?
I doubt it matters anymore
'Cause I been feeling so alone

[Bridge]
And you go and tell mе it’s not so
Felt it from the bottom of my own soul
Tell thеm that they never really wanna grow
Stupid motherfuckers trying to sway away our goals
And all that I'm saying is I want to be my own
[Hook]
Out of honesty, fallen down a whole, you see
Falling down hole, falling down slow
Finally, I think I got some time to breath
Falling down a swirl

[Chorus]
When I'm looking back on my life
I haven't lived in a long time
I haven't lived in a long time
Will you see me for what I am?
I doubt it matters anymore
'Cause I been feeling so alone

[Bridge]
And you go and tell me it’s not so
Felt it from the bottle of my own soul
Tell them that they never really wanna grow
Stupid motherfuckers trying to sway away our goals
And all that I'm saying is I want to be my own

[Hook]
Out of honesty, fallen down a whole, you see
Falling down slow
Out of honesty, fallen down a whole, you see
Falling down hole, falling down slow
Finally, I think I got some time to breath
Falling down a swirl