[Verse 1]
Sometimes I know that things aren't looking very clear
20/20 but my blurry vision makes it hard to steer
But I always have a little bit of sunshine when you're near
Which doesnt always work when you're gone
Sometimes I feel afraid that you'll say to me, "You're not okay"
That you'll go and be worried about who I'll be
Know you're valid when you say you know my history
But still, I know I gotta be who I gotta be
These days in my head are a symphony of cries
Of my stubborn self telling me my strength flies beyond the skies
My persevеrance worth the sighs are rеally just the reason for my
Demise, can't help but let them feed into my lies but there's

[Chorus]
Sunshine on my mind, I gotta leave this bind
To feel myself fine so I can let these days go by
I gotta do so much to ensure that things will go my way
Even then it'll feel like a holiday
It's not fair that things gotta be this way
These days I go outside and I wanna scream

[Post-Chorus]
Gotta have some fun 'til I feel okay
Do something to make this pain go away
Nothin' these days seems to turn my way
Need to do somethin' 'til I feel okay
[Verse 2]
These days are hurting me more than I confess
Yeah, it's hard to get up these days, getting hard to get some rest
Simple life pleasures hard to see, I'm starin' at the sun
So beautiful yet painful 'cause I'll never see its love
Will the things I love ever truly feel my touch? I wonder
If everything I want will hurt me 'til I go and blunder
'Til I lose myself, I hurt myself, I lose the battles in my head
I'm only feeling dead, I hope to one day shed away this dread

[Chorus]
Sunshine on my mind, I gotta leave this bind to feel myself feel fine
So I can let these days go by, so I can feel the sunshine on my mind
I gotta leave this bind so I can let the days go by
So I can let myself heal fine
I gotta let myself heal fine
You know I can't go the way
The way you want me to

[Post-Chorus]
Gotta have some fun 'til I feel okay
Do something to make this pain go away
Nothin' these days seems to turn my way
Need to do somethin' 'til I feel okay
Some fun 'til I feel okay
Do something to make this pain go away
Nothin' these days seems to turn my way
Need to do somethin' 'til I feel okay