[Intro]
They treat me like they don't love me and wonder why I'm screaming, "Fuck the world"
They fucked me over way too many times, I don't even wanna love a girl (Krizon)

[Chorus]
I done dropped tears inside the rain
You died, I wouldn't even cry no more, I ran out of pain
No lie, my life don't feel the same, I don't give a fuck about a thing
If I go out, I'ma go out like I'm Tana with a bang
Lord knows I'ma bang, woah
I been up for some days, I drown myself in Adderall
Hate to talk about my problems, I rather rap than answer calls
I really hate I drеamed of this unwanted lifestylе
If I could, I throw this shit away right, right now

[Verse 1]
I don't need no help, I ain't got myself, I don't trust a fucking soul
I ain't have nobody in them long nights when I slept in that cold
Wish I could give my life away 'cause I don't want it no more
L don't got no help, I'm all alone on this long, dark road
Everything I'm going through, I'm going through this shit myself
And I'm taking all these drugs for pain, I don't give a fuck 'bout health
And never not a day go by that I don't think 'bout death
All the bros gone anyway, I probably be better there
Starting to hate my lifestyle, I just want money, not fame
Wish I could trade all my brothers for these diamonds and chains
I wake up covered in tears, I been drowning in pain
I been drowning in pain
[Chorus]
I done dropped tears inside the rain
You died, I wouldn't even cry no more, I ran out of pain
No lie, my life don't feel the same, I don't give a fuck about a thing
If I go out, I'ma go out like I'm Tana with a bang
Lord knows I'ma bang, woah
I been up for some days, I drown myself in Adderall
Hate to talk about my problems, I rather rap than answer calls
I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
If I could, I throw this shit away right, right now

[Verse 2]
I'm a lost boy, I don't know which way to go
Sometimes I sit and talk to God like, "Please give me hope, I might drown in my tears, Lord, please give me a float"
My brother died 'cause he ain't have his, so I gotta keep a pole
I hate my enemies, I'ma kill them pussy boys, so I can't keep 'em close
See death all in my dreams, pop Adderall so it can keep me woke
Real cold n***a like I'm anemic, keep my iron low
Magician wit' this stick, I catch an opp' and leave his mind blown, leave his mind blown
I put my money up so many times tryna get it right
Mama say, "Son, make it home, I'm tryin' hard every night"
I wanna give up everyday, I done fought a hard fight
I feel like ending, ain't nowhere for me, but this a hard life

[Chorus]
I done dropped tears inside the rain
You died, I wouldn't even cry no more, I ran out of pain
No lie, my life don't feel the same, I don't give a fuck about a thing
If I go out, I'ma go out like I'm Tana with a bang
Lord knows I'ma bang, woah
I been up for some days, I drown myself in Adderall
Hate to talk about my problems, I rather rap than answer calls
I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
If I could, I throw this shit away right, right now