[Intro: Clara La San & Kyle Richh]
I never had
Thoughts that control me
Until something bad (Grrah)
Left me so lonely (Grrah-Grrah-Grrah)
And I want it back (For the ones that move smooth)
I want the old me
I'm trying to forget (Fuck)
But things just remind- (Grrah)

[Verse 1: Kyle Richh]
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[Verse 2: Kyle Richh & Jenn Carter]
In my bed with my spliff, I’m just fearing my death
Got-Got me a bitch with a chest
So many questions that fuck with my head
How you got me don't check on my health
Step on my shoes just to feel what I felt
Like you can't deal with the shit that i deal with
Need a bitch that I could be myself with
Like I don't play bout my baby, I'm selfish
Smoking drugs, yellow pill I pop
Neglecting the pain but I still feel a lot
Growing up i connected the dots (Likе, damn)
Fuck everybody i love 'еm or not
Grrah, Nonchalant in my thoughts, like
Life too short to be living in lies
Can’t forget the last time when I cry
Thank to myself for the feelings I hide
Said that she love me that shit a disguise
I cannot think I be feeling so high
If you come on my life should be ready to ride
Adrenaline rush when the pole on my waist
I get stuck in my head and just stare to the sky
Can't lack, can't die
Like I'm just tryna make everything right
You said you love but I could just tell by the face that you a lie
And I'm workin, I'm tired so I can't be by your side
Don't ask how i feelin' today, (Grrah), cause im feelin' insane
[?] deuce but its kickin', its bussin' my brain so i feel
[Verse 3: Kyle Richh]
L-Like in my feelings im fightin' myself
Can't u see im seekin' for help? (Grrah-Grrah, Damn)
Can't loss my heart to pill, If it's beef with my brothers im goin' to war
Im a rapper still stuck in this mindset

[Outro: Clara La San]
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this