[Intro: Clara La San & Kyle Richh]
I never had
Thoughts that control me
Until something bad (Grrah)
Left me so lonely (Grrah-Grrah-Grrah)
And I want it back (For the ones that move smooth)
I want the old me
I'm trying to forget (Fuck)
But things just remind- (Grrah)

[Verse 1: Kyle Richh]
Grrah, R-Reminiscing
The shit I regret
Made some decisions I gotta accept (What?)
Think back on The shit that I did
Is you gon' bring me back for the time that I spent
Keep a Gun, it ain't just to protect
Like I got money I know bitches want it
N***as show fake love and I dub it
Big ebk, 4100 (hunnid)

[Verse 2: Kyle Richh]
In my bed with my spliff, I’m just fearing my death
Got-Got me a bitch with a chest
So many questions that fuck with my head
How you got me don't chеck on my health
Step on my shoes just to feel what I fеlt
Like you can't deal with the shit that I dealt with
Need a bitch that I could be myself with
Like I don't play bout my baby, I'm selfish
Smoking drugs, yellow pill I pop
Neglecting the pain but I still feel a lot
Growing up i connected the dots (Like, damn)
Fuck everybody I love 'em or not
Grrah, Nonchalant in my thoughts, like
Life too short to be living in lies
Can’t forget the last time when I cry
Thanks to myself for the feelings I hide
[Verse 3: Jenn Carter]
Said that she love me that shit a disguise
I cannot think I be feeling so high
If you come on my life should be ready to ride
Adrenaline rush when the pole on my waist
I get stuck in my head and just stare to the sky
Can't lack, can't die
Like I'm just tryna make everything right
You said you love but I could just tell by the face that you a lie
Been I'm workin, I'm tired so I can't be by your side
Don't ask how i feelin' today, (Grrah), cause im feelin' insane
When the deuce but its kickin', its bussin' my brain so i feel
So I feel like out state and I cannot be tain
I- I'm getting tired of worrying about wealth
I gotta focus on my mental health
Grrah, in the night I be worried bout 12

[Verse 4: Kyle Richh]
L-Like in my feelings im fightin' myself
Can't u see im seekin' for help? (Grrah-Grrah, Damn)
Can't loss my heart to pure, If it's beef with my brothers im goin' to war
Im a rapper still stuck in this mindset
9. on my body, cause I can't die yet
Move with Milly, I throw out the 4
Restricting myself, like I'm on a diet
Lots of times, I forgot I'm the treasure
I be fighting my thoughts when I'm quiet (Grrah)
She do whatever I let her (Like, what?)
And she pretty, she try to deny it
We just look better together
And she real freaky in private
[Verse 5: Jenn Carter]
You be shocked by the shit that I do
You be shocked by the way that I move
And I pour up a cup just to get in my mood
You be shocked by the shit that I do
It's too much on my plate I can't finish the food
Lost trust, that's true
And these feelings I hate, that I get in the booth
Like I be buggin', don't know what to do
Might do a drill in amiri
Shit get scary, I'm feeling these feelings again
When I talk, I just hope that they hear me
Can't trust a soul, so the money my friend
And my knocker gon' ride to the end
K tote Tyler, I hold ben
And if he not outside, then we spinnin' again
I might need a [?]

[Outro: Clara La San]
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah