My life has, withered away

Feeding the darkness inside my body
It's tearing its way through my skin
I feel the rumbling of my suffered past
As I slowly fall apart

Chilled beneath the surface
Merging flesh and bone
Anguish is all I've ever known

I wanna give in
I wanna give in!

I tried to find my way into your heart but I failed
I looked for warmth in your eyes and it wasn't there
I'm sick of blaming the world, screaming this isn't fair
How could this happen to me?

All my dreams presented before me
By everyone other than myself
I'm losing grip to who I was but I still hold tightly
I have grieved what's wrong and right
I'm not defined by the idea of life
I am beyond the scars and mental wounds
I wanna give in
I wanna give in!

I tried to find my way into your heart but I failed
I looked for warmth in your eyes and it wasn't there
I'm sick of blaming the world, screaming this isn't fair
How could this happen to me?

Face first in the waste of all my life's past mistakes
Giving in to the guilty tensions breaking down just for attention

A broken home can't stand with hope alone
A broken home can't stand with hope alone
A broken, a broken home can't stand

I feel so hollow hearted!

I wanna give in
I wanna give in!

I tried to find my way into your heart but I failed
I looked for warmth in your eyes and it wasn't there
I'm sick of blaming the world, screaming this isn't fair
How could this happen to me?

Release the burdens from deep within me
My throat is calloused from the nights spent screaming
Knuckles white tearing at all edges
I've spent my life blaming
But I've come to terms with each and every one of
My demons