Do I stay, or do I go
Should I run away, oh I don’t know
X3
Yo
My heart’s been quiet since 4 AM that night
You threw a fit, then a fist ended with a fight
I tried to ask if you were OK, you said “I’m alright”
Asked if you wanted company, said “not tonight”
“Maybe you should go, get some rest”
“I wanna stay here what don’t you get?”
Right then, you cut me off, sayin’ it was for the best
Would’ve understood better if you was speakin' wit your chest
You saw me as a friend, nothing else
You were kindling our end since the fucking genesis
Lines down my wrist with a knife likе I’m a mess
I’m sorry for the hurt, for evеrything
You said that, if not for you, I wouldn’t exist
You just came into my life like it was a solar eclipse
Brought light that you’d find in the darkest abyss
You didn’t want us, you wanted this
Do I stay, or do I go
Should I run away, oh I don’t know
X3
No goodbyes, you just left like them blue skies
Your eyes told lies like they could spark a genocide
Controlled my emotions like Poseidon with tides
You switched sides like it was never ever us
For a while a little bit of drugs
Hated your smile like it was a fucking curse
It was never love only lust
Thought trust was a must until you fought
Hope you find the pain in others that you sought
And the pain in the others that you hurt