[Intro]
I pick up the Glock, pointing it down my own head I don't got any purpose in left, life is a joke
Searching for meaning in things that are fleeting, it feels like a hoax
Look to the sky and pray for resolve, ask for more power before I devolve
Endulgin in things that won't hide me at all
Something please free me or else I will fall
[Verse 1]
I feel a wreck, coursin my veins, I feel the wars, makin' me sane
I feel my purpose at war as I battle my cousins, and making it out never scathed
I don't wanna fight with nobody that's right, I don't wanna fight with nobody that's left
I just wanna dice everybody that's wrong, the onеs with the greed are bettеr than the loss
I'm not a photographer, but I be aiming my shots at a pause while I make 'em say "Cheese"
If you're still faded for ratchets just like common sense, I love watching that motherfucker bleed
Don't wanna be wrong for fucking that
Wanna be nothing in life, call it bitching, you greed
Pussy ass boy wanna fuck with me
Clean with it thicker than ice before you get hit
[Chorus]
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to the Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to the Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to the Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
[Verse 2]
I struggle with loving myself and my face, suppressing my hate, suppressing my rage
Look at my childhood, remember it waste
Should've been sheltered, instead I was born
For everyone's war, always trying to get placed, feel like I need to be dressed to escape
All of these feelings, you're feeling my fate, death by the bottle for following rage
Lost in the dope, what's it cost just to cope?
I'm so lost in the dope, what's it cost just to cope?
I was taught not to talk, all the feelings still explode
I was taught not to talk, all the feelings still explode
[Chorus]
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to the Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to the Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
I scream for the silent, death before dishonor
Headed to Nirvana, let the anguish turn to violence
[Outro]
I can not fuck shit, wanna dump it
I don't wanna feel a thing but I can't help it
I can't fuck shit, wanna dump it
I don't wanna feel a thing but I can't help it